Tuesday, no more :-(

If Mr. Nice Guy has taught me anything, it is that I want that spark.  That magnetic pull.  That chemistry.  That Je ne sais quoi.

If Tuesday has taught me anything, it is that the spark does exist.  I am not making it up.  It is possible to feel that way, and now I know what I want it to feel like. 

But Tuesday has also showed me that no matter how big that magnetic pull is, there are some areas of life that are in place, and not easily moved.  That there are some areas that I won't bend on. 
As much as I like him, and as drawn as I am to him, he is a Daddy of 5, and I am a Mommy of 4, and getting those schedules to line up is nearly impossible.  Add to that a 75 mile distance gap, and the schedule seems impossible.  That would be the not easily moved category. 
Then, I had to factor in spiritual belief structures and back grounds.  For me to pursue something with someone that will take that much effort, time, will power and organization, I need to know that there is some form of possible future.  I am sad to say that in this case, at this time, those requirements don't line up. 
So, we said our farewells, and here we go again. 
Don't get me wrong, Tuesday still makes me crazy, but at this time, unless something changes, we will not be seeing each other again. 
I am OK with that, the decision was made over the past few days, and during that time, I just jumped back on that proverbial horse, and looked around Match a little bit more, answered a few more emails and started to talk to someone different. 
but that is a different story....